UnLiMiTeD Feelings

I was crying out loud at my fate
While you were busy planning your date
I was bruised and crying in pain
Still all my tears went in vain
I hit my head hard on the wall
As if I wanted to shatter my skull
I tried so hard and went so far
Now my life is just full of scar
There are plenty of wounds to stitch
I always knew that you were going to ditch
It happens when you think with your heart
My world seemed to fall apart
I was hurt like I never had been before
You were never mine even when you were next door
I howled and cried, unable to bear the pain
While you stood there thinking of your gain
I always dreamt you to be my wife
But I am no longer a hindrance in your life
You are now and always confused
The only thing you remember is being abused
You never realized how much I care
Always wanting an option to carry a spare
Now you have the freedom you always asked
You can now uncover your mask
I am not a Leo but a Capricorn
What can I do? that is what I was born.
My birth date does not make upto six
I never thought that even that will be a risk.
My existence made your life crappy
Atleast now without me you can be happy!!
I am just waiting for the day
Which is not very far away
When I will be amongst the graves
Far away from the mundane craves
It may be in months or may be in years
But I was dead for you the very day
When you made the choice and went away..