UnLiMiTeD Feelings

I woke up in the morning. It was one of those days, when you tend to wake up without an alarm clock. Finally my girlfriend was landing in Bangalore. I had to pick her from airport. I was so excited with the prospect of meeting her. We had never met and after months of phone talks, I was finally getting to see her. So many things to share. Was getting ready to pick her, suddenly there was a beep on the phone. I ran to get the phone. It was an SMS, not from her but from my EX.

What made her SMS me after so many months? What made her message me just today? All these questions sprung up on my mind before I opened the message.

"I did a big mistake. I am aimless without any goal in life. God will never forgive me for what I did to you. This is why I am not able to be happy".

I now had a mixed feeling. On one point I was feeling sad. I always knew he's gonna dump you. But on your equation between love and money, you chose money. I tried to explain in so many ways. But his sweet talks won over me.
And on the other hand I was happy, she got what she deserved. She deserved this for playing with my heart, my feelings which she had crushed.

Then I reminded myself, I was never happy with her. I was just compromising everything with her. She rarely cared for my likes and dislikes. And I simply did not have enough funds to keep her happy.
Shopping at Shopper's stop and Barbeques at Barbeque Nation were turning out to be too costly affair for me to continue.

I was thinking if I should reply her, or just ignore and delete off the text. My happy morning suddenly turned to a rather confused morning.

It made me restless.
Finally after much deliberation, I replied "Thank you for your mistake, at least I have an aim now. Don't worry, just sit back and relax, God won't harm you. God simply does not have time for b***es like you."

I went ahead and enjoyed the rest of the day.